Friday, February 14, 2014

I was born to love you (By:Ema Rosdiana)

Everytime in my life i always hope and and pray to get true love from a man in foregin and make relationship with them. Because it will make different ways between me and him. So I have tried to work it out with some before, but they just played with me and weren’t serious about building a real relationship with me.
As people do with their online couple. Yeahh I wasted all my time talking on social network. But it was 3 months ago and we broke up after that.
I realized that online relationship is boring and stupid. Men in social network are cheater. They chat with girls just to have fun. How fucking Iam? because i trust to talk with stangers, and I wish i could get true love like cinderella, snow white or sleeping beauty stories.
So I still pray everynight before I sleep “ God I bellieve you will send me a prince who loves me , so so much”
After that someone added me on facebook, He is from Jordan, yeah strange country. I didnt know exactly about Jordan. but I learn more and more about it. So i got all of about the jordan profile. Yeah as you know, its too easy for me to trust someone, because i thought people are same like me. They are good. But in reality is not.
So I made relationship with him. He is perfect. Everyday i waste my time with him. We talked about anything and fucking stuff. It makes me happy long day. How amazing life with A love. But it worked for 2 months. He left me without reasons. Fuck.
Im so lonely and broke. Cried..cried cried,,, like idiot girl. I was be an idiot girl because I love him, fucking imagine. 6 months later he is back to me, and said love love..bla..bla..bla.. and we got back together.
I was happy and smile everyday because of him. He brought sweety love and live my breathe.Oh my god he trapped me in black heart, he stolen my happiness, he is slut. Damn he left me and back like a YOYO. L