I Felt to Be A true Human cause TAHHAJJUD

Every middlenight i have woked up to go pray, just little people did same with me, they never know about a power from Allah when we pray in this time. I felt sad if i cant wake up from my sleeping, because angel of God come in this time and will give a miracle secret. No at all know about it cause its special way from god to human who understand about true life, here i will give you know something about power in human inside its benefit from TAHHAJJUD. Moslems know about this praying but didint all moslem do it, because its special way a created for special human.
The power in Tahhajjud is we can open our brain wave, its one of way to move anything you want in the world, its like when we call our dreams to come fast in ourlifes and  the world will give us feedback from  it. Other example when we want to get best marks in examination and we study about one topic and we hope the questions of the exam talk about the same topic with what we read it. Its will be true if you go to pray Tahajjud every middlenight, so why you just wait dumb time to make yourself feel happy everytime, Lets to talk With Allah and ask everything you want, bellieve it and god will give beautiful secret in yourlife,,,,,,
Thanks to red......(Ema rosdiana)

I was born to love you (By:Ema Rosdiana)

Everytime in my life i always hope and and pray to get true love from a man in foregin and make relationship with them. Because it will make different ways between me and him. So I have tried to work it out with some before, but they just played with me and weren’t serious about building a real relationship with me.

As people do with their online couple. Yeahh I wasted all my time talking on social network. But it was 3 months ago and we broke up after that.

I realized that online relationship is boring and stupid. Men in social network are cheater. They chat with girls just to have fun. How fucking Iam? because i trust to talk with stangers, and I wish i could get true love like cinderella, snow white or sleeping beauty stories.

So I still pray everynight before I sleep “ God I bellieve you will send me a prince who loves me , so so much”

After that someone added me on facebook, He is from Jordan, yeah strange country. I didnt know exactly about Jordan. but I learn more and more about it. So i got all of about the jordan profile. Yeah as you know, its too easy for me to trust someone, because i thought people are same like me. They are good. But in reality is not.

So I made relationship with him. He is perfect. Everyday i waste my time with him. We talked about anything and fucking stuff. It makes me happy long day. How amazing life with A love. But it worked for 2 months. He left me without reasons. Fuck.

Im so lonely and broke. Cried..cried cried,,, like idiot girl. I was be an idiot girl because I love him, fucking imagine. 6 months later he is back to me, and said love love..bla..bla..bla.. and we got back together.

I was happy and smile everyday because of him. He brought sweety love and live my breathe.Oh my god he trapped me in black heart, he stolen my happiness, he is slut. Damn he left me and back like a YOYO. L